I. THE NIGHT STARTS HERE / STARS [the ecstasy, the being free, the big black cloud over you and me / and after that, the upwards fall, and were we angels after all?] II. DIAMONDS / JOHNNYSWIM [and in these ashes I’m stronger still / you’ll learn to feel my pain] III. BAD BLOOD / BASTILLE [those are the days that bind us together, forever] IV. THE FEAR / BEN HOWARD [oh, i will become what i deserve] V. MEDICINE / DAUGHTER [you could still be what you want to be, what you said you were] VI. THE WOLVES (ACT I AND II) / BON IVER [what might have been lost / don’t bother me] VII. SILHOUETTES / OF MONSTERS AND MEN [there’s nothing that i’d take back / but it’s hard to say there’s nothing i regret] VIII. ADVENTURES IN SOLITUDE / THE NEW PORNOGRAPHERS [less than forget / but more than begun / these adventures in solitude, never done] IX. EVERYBODY WANTS TO RULE THE WORLD / LORDE [all for freedom and for pleasure / nothing ever lasts forever / everybody wants to rule the world] X. BARTON HOLLOW / THE CIVIL WARS [i'm a dead man walking here / that's the least of all my fears] XI. CROSS YOUR FINGERS, CRAWLED OUT OF THE SEA / LAURA MARLING [oh, i jumped into my grave and died] XII. WALTZ / THE NAKED AND FAMOUS [i am a fire if you hesitate] XIII. BREATHING UNDERWATER / METRIC [they were right when they said we should never meet our heroes] XIV. THIS ISN’T CONTROL / MS MR [left behind the perfect crime / like a swell, hence subside] XV. ANTICHRIST / THE 1975 [the blood is on your tongue as well as your hands] XVI. WATERSHED / VIENNA TENG [now I will unsettle the ground beneath you / send my waters ashore / creep into your bed / find you in every corner]
And I am more than this frame,
I feel hurt and I feel shame
I just wish you would feel the same
And I am more than these bones
I feel love, I feel alone
I just wish you would come home
Captain America vol. 5 to Captain America: The Winter Soldier
I went to the riverbed to wait for you to show up.
You didn’t show up. (x)
Look at me… I will never pass for a perfect bride. Or a perfect daughter. Can it be, I’m not meant to play this part? Now I see, that if I were truly to be myself, I would break my family’s heart. Who is that girl I see, staring straight back at me? Why is my reflection someone I don’t know? Somehow I cannot hide who I am, though I’ve tried. When will my reflection show who I am inside?
By the time the first bell rang, signaling the end of Victor’s art elective, he’d turned his parent’s lectures on how to start the day into:
Be lost. Give up. give In. in the end It would be better to surrender before you begin. be lost. Be lost And then you will not care if you are ever found.